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  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Playing: Pokemon X
I apologize for updating with such a crappy journal but I need to let this out and in a place where my family members won't see and misunderstand me over it.  So yeah.  Ignore this if you want, I don't care. xwx;


Is 22 too young to be going through an identity crisis?  No, seriously.  Is it?  Because I swear I'm going through one.
I don't feel like I know who I am anymore.  I used to call myself an artist but lately I can't even DRAW to save my life.
I have fleeting ideas for stories.  But I can't tell a story anymore to save my life.  Not fan fiction, not original fiction.  I just fail nowadays.
I can't design unique characters that are pleasing to the eye and I can't think of creative ideas for any kind of art anymore.
I can't do...anything.

I seriously feel so cruddy, like I really don't know who I am anymore and it's enough that just thinking about it makes me wanna cry.  I can't talk to my mom about it.  She just tells me that it's what happens when you become a parent.  I know that's true but I didn't think that in the process I'd lose who I am.  I feel like I'm just this sad, pathetic shell of who I used to be.  The old me would jump at any free time to do something creative and productive.  Now, when I get time to myself I'm just glued to the T.V or sitting around with the 3DS.  I'm even too lazy to get online and chat with friends even though I desperately miss them!  I'm so uninspired and I hate it, this isn't who I want to be! D:

It's like I'm not me anymore. TT^TT


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Yo, the name's Heather. Chances are you know me somewhere under a different nickname - I have more than I can count xD

I like to draw lots of things, though I typically prefer anime....mostly I draw my OCxcanon pairs or Pokemon. I also write poetry and stuff from time to time, though it depends on my mood. I'm kinda random art-wise, but I like the spontaneous-ness of it all ^_^
I'm always open to making new friends so don't be shy to comment me =3

I don't do requests or art trades. However, you can Commission me if you want me to make you something...just note me and depending on what you want we'll work out a price~

Hey guys, wanna help out and fold a couple cranes for me? and
This is the only way for me to try and collect two very special plushies I wanted to get for my collection so any help would be appreciated <3

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LuckyDragonfly 6 hours ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I sent an angel to watch over you last night, but it came back and asked, "Why?" ...The angel said, "Angel's don't watch over angel's!" Twenty angels are in your world. Ten of them are sleeping, nine of them are playing and one is reading this message. God has seen you struggling with some things and God say's it's over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in God, send this to 14 friends, including me, if I don't get it back, I guess I'm not one of them. As soon as you get 5 replies, someone you love will quietly surprise you... Not joking. Pass this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested and God is going to fix two big thing's tonight in your favor. If you believe in God, drop everything and pass it on. TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE. DON'T BREAK THIS. SEND THIS TO 14 FRIENDS IN 10 MINUTES. IT'S NOT THAT HARD. WHOEVER SENT THIS TO YOU MUST CARE.
Happy Birthday to you, hope you have the coolest day ever.
Wishing you all the best for you ^^
StarGazingKitten Feb 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
This is SO delayed. X_X  But thank you, I had a great birthday indeed. ^-^
:party: Happy Birthday!! :heart:
Today is the day to remind you that you are important, you are loved, and you make a difference in the lives of those who know you. Whether you go through struggles or times of great joy, there are many, many people here to celebrate with you, and to encourage, support, and pray for you. I just wanted to make sure you know that. :)
I am happy to have you as a friend, and you are definitely in my prayers. :hug:
I hope you have a wonderful, beautiful, lovely day! :tighthug: :cake: :heart:
StarGazingKitten Feb 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh my goodness, this response is so delayed it should be kicked xwX;
But thank you, so very much.  This comment was read at a time that I seriously needed to be reminded that I am an important person.  Life just doesn't always seem to want me to feel or know that these days...v.v;

But I did have a wonderful birthday, thank you so much for the sweet birthday wish ^^ :huggle:
Oh no, it's okay! :hug: I've missed you! It made me really happy to see a reply from you in my inbox! :meow:
Ahh ;-; you're welcome. I want to remind you of that as often as I can!! You are a dear friend, and man, I reeeeeeally hope things turn around for you so you can feel genki again! I'll keep praying. :huggle:

You're welcome! :heart: I'm glad ^v^
Kaya172008 Jan 18, 2014  Student Filmographer
Happy early birthday!! :XD: :hug: :heart:
arinadream Jan 7, 2014   General Artist
thanks for fav :)
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Eeddey Sep 28, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for adding to your Favorites! :happybounce:
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